Hmmm....

Faced with the facts.

I never really get to talk to my peers face to face. It's mostly because no one wants to interact with me, and I am still to this day pondering why. I try to go out of my way to lend a helping hand, to try to stay in touch with others, but they seem to not want to respond, or even do the same for me.

Every time I see a group of friends hanging out, laughing, or when I think about someone I know hanging out with others, having a good time, it brings me down because I'm not there. I don't get to share in that enjoyment.

I don't know why.

I guess I'll never know.

My appreciation for Eurodance

Today I found some Eurodance stuff in my 40,000+ music collection that I haven't listened to for a long time. For those who are playing at home, mix Techno along with Trance and Drum and Bass, played with heavy beats, and you got Eurodance.

I might just go to bed with a playlist going. I have at least 4,000 of this stuff.

Making the best of my 4th of July

So last night I found out my grandfather passed away, and I don't know how to react. It's kinda the fact that, along with my father, I don't know much about him, so I don't know if I should cry my eyes out, or shrug it off as if it's just another person. After all, he is flesh and blood.

Comic-Con, come today!

I found me a bootleg copy of The Dark Knight today via my super cool neighbor. I'm debating seeing it, because the quality is piss poor, and it might just be worth the two week wait.